DAY OFF FROM SOCCER!

Well today is my first real day off from soccer since we started!! Varsity has a game in Missouri, but I didn't go...cause that is a long bus ride with those girls. They will literally drive you insane. So I have my JV girls the weekend off....I mean I only have 6 girls that would actually be able to practice. What can you do with 6 people besides play duck duck goose? So yeah, no practice. But I do have to line our soccer field either today or tomorrow...thats always interesting let me tell you. I can never get the lines straight!

I've got some good news....first week of classes are out of the way....now only like 17 more to go until we hear "Abigail M Metz!" Thats a pretty good feeling!!! Something I thought that would never happen to me because of my anxiety. But thats a whole book that I could write about, and I just might someday! But I do have bad news....Sara Mae's uncle died yesterday morning of cancer. He had been battling since last year and was suppose to die last year, but hung on. However, Mae is very upset...she was pretty close to him. But she will be okay...death is apart of life..I have to keep reminding myself of that everyday with John. Totally different circumstances, but same result. I meet with a counselor at the university to talk about John and how I'm feeling. And everything that I feel is very normal. She said that it is very good and normal to talk about him, and to replay that whole week. It's something that will be with me forever and I will change because of it, but I will lead a happy life. It just takes time. Mom and I went and saw his tombstone. They just laid it about a week ago. It looks nice, but I never want to see one of those for a very long time....just crazy to think about. Okay enough about Johnny-Pooh!!

Went out last night for a friends bday...good times. I saw some people from hs that I hadn't seen in awhile. I saw John Boeh...my date to my junior homecoming.....hes doing great!! He's been to Iraq twice and now in the south doing some military stuff. So thankful for people like him! We talked for a long time. Okay this blog is crazy long....so I'm gonna go start my day at 11:45!! Love these kinds of days!! Later!

P.S.
I can't wait to hear dad's story about falling down the stairs....."the average person wouldn't have gotten back up." I'm calling that line!